Feeling weird.

Note to readers (my lovely Baggees): For the avoidance of any doubt - every character in this blog is me!!! No Baggy was harmed in its writing.

Baggy's daily state!
Depression (Black = really bad/Grey = not great/Blue = okay/Yellow = sunny day): Blue.
Anxiety (From 1 = barely any to 10 = gibbering wreck standard): 6.
Tears: No.
Overall day: Cold.

Hormonal Hannah woke in a very weird place today. Clever Bird has no idea what was going on. It wasn't exactly the black cloud. It wasn't exactly that she was desperately anxious. It wasn't exactly that she was stressed. It wasn't exactly anything in particular. She just felt weird. Kind of outside herself. It was most disconcerting. But the fact is that Baggy often feels like that. It was particularly noticeable when Hannah was having her counselling therapy, but it does happen fairly often. Baggy didn't even get dressed until midday. Then Clever Bird made her get organised. Baggy took Grotty Groom and Furry Mama over to the yard. In the snow!

After hurtling around after the ball for half-an-hour or so, Pepper slept in Billy Bob Jalopy camper van, while Grotty spent some time with her beloved Wessles.

As usual even Hannah immediately felt better and "normal", that is to say grounded, after grooming and cuddling her Boy. Rosehips, herbal treats and Polo mints were consumed happily by both horses. Clever Bird must remind Hannah how happy Wesley makes the gang feel! Now Furry Mama knows that Pepper is happy to relax in Billy Bob while Grotty is with her horses, Grotty will try much harder to get Hannah to go to the yard.

The drive home was through a mini blizzard! The snow wasn't settling anywhere, with one exception - Billy Bob's windscreen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now Baggy absolutely adores her campervan, but it is nearly forty years old, and Californian. Let's just say that the heating isn't exactly twenty first century. In fact it seems to manage to blow colder air than the outside air temperature!

Blog written, Baggy warmed up, Creative Clara is about to select and price jewellery for Saturday's vintage fair. At least she's back in the real world again now, not watching herself from the outside......