Not stressed at all. Arghhhhhhhhh.

Note to readers (my lovely Baggees): For the avoidance of any doubt - every character in this blog is me!!! No Baggy was harmed in its writing.

Baggy's daily state!
Depression (Black = really bad/Grey = not great/Blue = okay/Yellow = sunny day): Grey.
Anxiety (From 1 = barely any to 10 = gibbering wreck standard): 8.
Tears: None.
Pancakes (Yes/No): Hmmmm.
Syns (Baggy is allowed 8-15): Baggy blames Freda Fretter.
Weight in her terrifying naked state (Stones and pounds): 12st. 6lbs.
Overall day:  😟

This will be brief because Baggy is not in a great place! Woke up under a cloud. Furry Mama forced Baggy to take Minty Mutt out as she didn't want to leave the house. Being out helped a little. When she got home, she decided to wander around the garden for a while. It definitely soothes Hannah.

 

 

She felt a little calmer, until she remembered she was meant to be filling in mortgage stuff, before a phone call from the advisor. An hour later she was very stressed. Long story short, re-mortgaging will not be occurring. Now frankly, the mini-meltdown that ensued (no tears - more of a total brain shutdown), was well justified.  There's only one person to blame, Clever Bird. Running two houses was never an option. The plan was one house, one business holiday let. But Hormonal Hannah's anxiety, lack of confidence and recent agoraphobia has meant that the business plan, is still only that; a plan, not a reality.  Blooming woman.

She's also had Baggy sticking her head in the sand, ostrich-like, as to how exactly they were going to pay for land, solicitors, a new roof, work on the holiday cottage and so on. Mind you, she's always worked best under huge pressure, albeit not usually self-imposed! But once she'd got her brain to un-shutdown, she phoned another holiday letting company (the other one still hasn't called back!) and arranged to meet one of their experts at the soon-to-be-a-holiday cottage, next week. Time to stop faffing!

Meanwhile, Hairy Biker Hen might be selling her motorbike. Let's face it, as bikers go, she really isn't one! She tried, but riding pillion might be the way forward! So, if any Baggees want an "as new" Kawasaki 650Ern, you know who to call............